Fly

A lot of things in life never make sense, a lot of things we do in life never seem to make sense.. but later on when you have put the puzzle together and look at the whole picture it is amazing what the picture tells you and you beginning to realise that putting the puzzle together, had to come with difficulty, confession and trust in your self, that the pieces you were laying down, would eventually tell the whole story.
The day that, i picked up the phone to call u, and some how got talking about why things had been done in the way they had been and in some way vent my anger at a situation , that i think had been sitting at the back of my head for a while, as promises had been made to me, that have never been fulfilled. i never thought i would get the negative response have been getting in the past few mths.
As friends, i think you should get as good as you give, thus, if you feel that you are not getting what you give i feel you can express the way you are feeling. i feel i had issues with two major things, maybe said in the wrong way, but i need to put across the way i was feeling. Being humans, sometimes when things are said, no matter how they are said we tend to take it with in our stride or ignore it, either nor , leaving us to react how it suits us.
You know i have been having major issues with the way you have treated the whole situation, as i feel that our really great friendship has been compromised by me raising issues i had problems with and i have battled with my conscience, did i do the right thing, how i am i going to get you back.
Saturday night , i called you again in my drunk state.... i just wanted to chat to you as i had missed you and to try again get our friendship back, again my hopes were dashed as you didn't pick up, i cried my self to sleep, not because you didn't pick up, but because the puzzle that had been laid down in front of me had been completed, as the picture it told was of a friendship that had ended....

Luther Van Dross-Dance With My Father Again

OK, so here we go, onto the first card, which we've chosen to be The Fool, as this card signifies more than anything, the beginning of a new adventure :-)

The Fool represents a free spirit with a lust for life, knowledge, and adventure, who has little fear of taking risks. Does this sound like your card?



THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE FOOL

Innocence and naivety are associated with The Fool,
for the young have no fear of new experiences or change.

As you grow older you can lose that childish innocence and
enthusiasm, and can become fearful and cynical of change
and new experiences.

The mind of The Fool is always open, an empty vessel
eagerly waiting to be filled with new knowledge. Any
experience, pleasant or challenging, is life knowledge that
he accepts as part of his learning.

The Fool does not sit on the fence waiting for life to come
to him; he always takes the first step himself. The Fool
does not analyze all the possible risks of a new adventure;
he learns as he goes along.

The fearlessness and sheer enthusiasm associated with The
Fool makes for quite a maverick character, and often this
card can signify such a person, male or female, may step
into your life.

It is your attitude that influences the choices and
decisions you make, and often your mind is so full of doubt
and fear that you become closed-minded to the possibilities
of change.

When The Fool appears, ask yourself how open-minded you are
being at that moment in time, how enthusiastic are you
about life, and do you desire new experiences and
excitement but fear taking that first step?

Any journey starts with the first step, and motivating
yourself to take it is the hardest part. The Fool
encourages you to discover your inner child and harness
that youthful enthusiasm to help you on your way to a new
life and future.

A time to exercise caution is when The Fool comes up as the
first card in a reading for you. You may want to question
your motives or judgment, since as this is the first card,
it can indicate folly. Perhaps you are motivated for the
wrong reasons, so look before you leap.

You will have to deal with many twists and turns, paths and
crossroads on your life journey and The Fool can help as a
sign post when you need to take a new path.

Rihanna ft.Ne-Yo - Hate That I Love You